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Chapter 5 Personal HistoryAka (David Loren Adcock) aka (Skip Stuart Stanley) called (Yaaqov Pushiebaqarpatha Hawkins) I have other names as well, but That is enough of the names I have for now. I came into this world like everyone else through the womb of a woman. My first memory was about 4 years old, my father beating me. My mother soon divorced my father, and remarried Clark Truman Stanley. Mother forced me with beatings to do everything from eating her cooked meatloaf, ham, and Pork chops to cleaning the house. I remember the schools use to release me 5 minutes early, because I was chased home everyday by 5-6 boys, who if they caught me, they would beat me up, sometimes with knifes, sticks, and rocks. One year my brother was hospitalized, with a knife in his stomach. I must say, my child hood was rough, leaving me very angry and hateful. Mother sent me to psychologist at 11, trying to figure out why I would not speak¿ If she would have studied her Scriptures more, she would have found a better form of correction, and training. I will love my children, and they will know I care for them, with my whole heart, and that’s how children need too be trained. I have been misunderstood my whole life, and I just want to go, and hide!!! My sister Lynda Joyce Stanley/Adcock died at 18 from a blood disorder when I was 14, leaving me psychologically paralyzed, I quickly learned to rid hatred and sadness from my life, or I was going to kill myself. I fought with my mother everyday about the disgusting food she forced me to eat, because it was hurting me! I would eat dinner, and be sick! But mother never listened to me. I knew this food was hurting my sister, but mother would not listen. Instead she would take a belt holding me with one hand, and just start whipping me until I would eat the food! She use to call it the marry-go -round. Do you want to go on the marry-go-round! Then eat your meat! She is still this way today, and feeds pork, and shrimp to what family I have left! I became an introvert. That is when I changed my name to Skip Stanley, Skip was a friend that I lost when we moved, and he had a beautiful family. I went to stay with my father for a year, possibly one of the cornerstones of positive change in my life. I learned what I was not going too become. I moved back home with mother about 15, and about 16 ½ my inadaptability got me dumped off in a motel 100 miles from her house, with a $100, and "bye have a nice life"! In 1979, I got a GED, and went into the military. I learned discipline, and made friends. USAF top secrete security clearance assembling, and loading munitions. Parachuting with the army, hang gliding, mountain climbing, scuba diving, and life had meaning. Honorably discharged I went to college to further my education. I have a very active spirit in me, and I knew this early in life, and so did my mother. This is why I have had such trouble in my life, no one understood me. In 4 years, I did some of the most incredible things! My life is ever changing, as I get closer too The Heavenly Father. Almost all the pictures of me skydiving, and climbing were taken between 1980-1984, that is when I was called to The Father’s Work. My mother forced me to leave a, girl I loved, Fabiola Banks because she told me she was not right for me. This hurt me very, very, very deeply!!! Six months later I asked mother to help me find a wife; she refused, and told me, "I did not deserve a wife". I have asked her many times since to help me, but she still refuses saying, "I do not deserve a wife"! I can see I may die alone, but HWHY, and oSWHY LOVE ME! I have evaluated her character, and why she is this way, and she is driven to make sure I do not get stable. She undermines her own children. Why? She is blinded by the spirits of the devil, just like Yisrayl Hawkins. The Father uses These evil spirits to blind the eyes, so our own family, and friends will test the patience of The Saints. I love all these people who have hurt me, and when we all get back to Heaven, I will help them see all they did not get to have, because of their actions here on earth. As I am cursed on earth for righteousness sake, I store treasures in Heaven! Gospel of Thomas verse 69. In 1982, I had a dream; I built a spaceship, and went into space, saw spacemen, and brought one back to earth. Well that inspired me, I believed I could build a spaceship, and that is exactly what I began to do. In 1984, with 1000 jumps to my credit; I saw the need for physics, and chemistry to be very important. I struggled with Chemistry/Physics, and Scriptures, because I know the responsibility to teach my family. The Father said; “seek The Kingdom of Heaven first, and all things would be added onto you.” Matt 6:33 So that is what I did, putting this idea of building a spaceship aside. I continued to study to “show myself approved onto all things.” I studied; The Scriptures, Physics, and Chemistry very hard. I felt I had a big job to do, to Learn The Scriptures, and The Dead Sea Scrolls! With persistence I built that Spaceship as well, and it’s finished! More about that later. It seemed the harder I tried, the more I was persecuted. I started keeping the Sabbaths, and Feasts, and in 1988 The Father felt it necessary to take my right eye in a construction accident. I praised The Father for taking my eye, because I gained Spiritual sight. In Jan.1988 The Father came to me in a dream, and said; “You are to teach my people, and all that will repent will follow you.” In 2002 I found This written in Gospel of Thomas verse 12. I worked very hard more than anyone I knew. In 1988 I found The House of Yahweh in Abilene, Texas, USA. I was overwhelmed with joy, because in 1988 I found a group of 500 friends that truly loved The Father, and studied very hard. I was in Heaven here on Earth. I grew very close too the whole group, and I worked very hard in studies. After a thorough research into the Doctrine of The House of Yahweh, I believed the leader was wrong in his teachings. I voiced my opinions, and I was excommunicated from the group in 1995. |
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